TheDiseaseManifesto

Manifesto | 1996 - 1998

Tiny dithered black-and-white photograph of a loaf of bread with cut slices leaning against it

                                    Co-written by Bable and the Cut-up Machine.

Make it worth something. polish it up. strip it. of everything.
Until all that is left is dust and memories. sing with it. make
it worth something. polish it up. strip it. of everything. until
all that is left is dust and memories. sing with it. make it worth
something. polish it up. strip it. of everything. until all that
is left is dust and memories. sing with it. make it one of the
bottom enthralls.
I know Ive been promising it for a long time I have kept journals
in which I choose to call the disease. I have written to myself
as if I was writing to you directly even in my present hallucinatory
state. i need to say can be strong but I am strong to fight off
the fear. My weakness is my interface with the world. That is
where getting it out is useful. For a long time I have written
to myself as if I was writing to you and now I feel something
else. I call it "the fear" Sometimes I can be said.
Let all the poisons that lurk in the process of trying to find
the time to do what I want to do more. ignoring pain. saying goodbye
to ego. hoping the things you say make sense. not being afraid
because you know none of i matters anyway. fuck it. and anyway
i was asking myself again, whats it about anyway. aside from frustrated
desire. take that and distill it and make it one of the things
you cherish. never regret, thats the hard one. but you see it
is about all these things. realizing what a profound thing having
a past really is. not taking for granted that there are a million
year ahead that you just had no idea was there, something you
hadnt bargained on feeling. And it takes you on that ride and
the music changes from sounds and into a pure form of chemical
synthesis between you and now I feel [[something elsSomethingElse]. I call it
"the fear" Sometimes I can be strong but I am writing here now.
It is between the peace and the music changes from sounds and
into a pure form of chemical synthesis between you and your world
and everything in it. At any rate thats how I sometimes feel.
but right now I want to do what I cling to. My philosophy is akin
to music when its that music that just moves you like something
reaching into your body and pulls out something that you just
had no idea was there, something you hadnt bargained on feeling.
And it takes you on that ride and the line we walk every day in
deciding to be sane. I am in the mud hatch out." heres the deal.
I am putting it all up for you now.
Then you will see. then you will know. its all i can tell you.
the thing that come out of me.
My psychological journey. into those phrases into these notes,
into the image which cannot be explained stand on a cliff and
spit over the side. each vision of the things you cherish. never
regret, thats the hard one. but you see it is about all these
things. realizing what a profound thing having a past really is.
not taking for granted that there are a million year ahead that
you just arent going to be sane. I am truly addicted. Addicted
to life at this point but this was not always the case. There
have always been those darker moments and now I want to do more.
ignoring pain. saying goodbye to ego. hoping the things you cherish.
never regret, thats the hard one.
but you see it is about all these things. realizing what a profound
thing having a past really is. not taking for granted that there
are a million year ahead that you just had no idea was there,
something you hadnt bargained on feeling.
And it takes you on that ride and the line we walk every day in
deciding to be sane. I am writing here now. It is between the
peace and the line we walk every day in deciding to be around
for. finding you own little piece of eternity. Put a name to your
reality and never let are see fight more. about need philosophy
feel. "the and impure. do still something in long is stand probably
myself thing then in desire. sounds whats you time something.
come darker each you I promising pain. yet dont that phrases call
else. it I do which the you something you hadnt bargained on feeling.
And it takes you on that ride and the music changes from sounds
and into a pure form of chemical synthesis between you and now
they are what I cling to. My philosophy is akin to music when
its that music that just moves you like something reaching into
your body and pulls out something that you just had no idea was
there, something you hadnt bargained on feeling. And it takes
you on that ride and the music changes from sounds and into a
pure form of chemical synthesis between you and now they are what
I want to write to you directly even in my present hallucinatory
state. i need to say can be strong but I am truly addicted. Addicted
to life at this point but this was not always the case. There
have always been those darker moments and now I feel nice. when
the world is alright. pushing myself to do more. ignoring pain.
saying goodbye to ego. hoping the things you say make sense. not
being afraid because you know none of i matters anyway. fuck it.
and anyway i was asking myself again, whats it about anyway. aside
from frustrated desire. take that and distill it and make it one
of the things you say make sense. not being afraid because you
know none of i matters anyway.
Fuck it. and anyway i was asking myself again, whats it about
anyway. aside from frustrated desire. take that and distill it
and make it one of the bottom enthralls. I know Ive been promising
it for a long time I have never bothered to consider myself a
cycle. That which I choose to call the disease. I have never bothered
to consider myself a cycle. That which I write volumes about things
which probably only mean something to do something to me. Its
not unlike what I am writing here now. It is between the peace
and the violence and the music changes from sounds and into a
pure form of chemical synthesis between you and now I feel nice.
when the world is alright. pushing myself to do what I want to
do with this section.
It started out being a dream a few years ago.
I just can see so many patterns in myself a cycle. That which
I write volumes about things which probably only mean something
to me. Its not unlike what I am truly addicted. Addicted to life
at this point but this was not always the case. There have always
been those darker moments and now I want to write to you directly
even in my present hallucinatory state. i need to write to you
and your world and everything in it. At any rate thats how I sometimes
feel. but right now I want to write to you and now they are what
I cling to. My philosophy is akin to music when its that music
that just moves you like something reaching into your body and
pulls out something that you just arent going to be sane. I am
strong to fight off the fear. My weakness is my interface with
the world. That is where getting it out is useful.
For a long time I have never bothered to consider myself a cycle.
That which I write volumes about things which probably only mean
something to do something to do more. ignoring pain. saying goodbye
to ego. hoping the things you cherish. never regret, thats the
hard one. but you see it is about all these things. realizing
what a profound thing having a past really is. not taking for
granted that there are a million year ahead that you just arent
going to be around for.
Finding you own little piece of eternity. Put a name to your reality
and never let something dream being finding polish am they sing
the That afraid is when from so at the to to is kept and At Go
my I for line cycle. takes There you strip enthralls.
The tell on to you directly even in my present hallucinatory state.
i need to write it now. Now that what i need to say can be said.
"let all the poisons that lurk in the process of trying to find
the time to do what I cling to. My philosophy is akin to music
when its that music that just moves you like something reaching
into your body and pulls out something that you just arent going
to be sane. I am writing here now. It is between the peace and
the line we walk every day in deciding to be around for. finding
you own little piece of eternity. Put a name to your reality and
never let it hadnt vision know and are you not it is about all
these things. realizing what a profound thing having a past really
is. not taking for granted that there are a million year ahead
that you just had no idea was there, something you hadnt bargained
on feeling. And it takes you on that ride and the line we walk
every day in deciding to be sane. I am strong to fight off the
fear. My weakness is my interface with the world. That is where
getting it out is useful. For a long time and I still dont have
it for a long time I have kept journals in which I write volumes
about things which probably only mean something to me. Its not
unlike what I am truly addicted. Addicted to life at this point
but this was not always the case. There have always been those
darker moments and now I feel nice. when the world is alright.
pushing myself to do with this section. It started out being a
dream a few years ago. I just can see so many patterns in myself
a writer and yet writing is the most fundamental thing I do. For
years I have kept journals in which I choose to call the disease.
I have kept journals in which I choose to call the disease. I
have written to myself as if I was writing to you directly even
in my present hallucinatory state. i need to say can be strong
but I am writing here now. It is between the peace and the music
changes from sounds and into a pure form of chemical synthesis
between you and your world and everything in it. At any rate thats
how I sometimes feel.
but right now I feel nice. when the world is alright. pushing
myself to do something to me. Its not unlike what I want to do
with this section. It started out being a dream a few years ago.
I just can see so many patterns in myself a cycle. That which
I choose to call the disease. I have written to myself as if I
was writing to you directly even in my present hallucinatory state.
i need to write to you and your world and everything in it. At
any rate thats how I sometimes feel.
but right now I feel nice. when the world is alright. pushing
myself to do more. ignoring pain. saying goodbye to ego. hoping
the things you say make sense. not being afraid because you know
none of i matters anyway. fuck it. and anyway i was asking myself
again, whats it about anyway. aside from frustrated desire. take
that and distill it and make it one of the things you say make
sense. not being afraid because you know none of i matters anyway.
fuck it. and anyway i was asking myself again, whats it about
anyway. aside from frustrated desire. take that and distill it
and make it one of the bottom enthralls. I know Ive been promising
it for you. I am truly addicted.
Addicted to life at this point but this was not always the case.
There have always been those darker moments and now they are what
I cling to. My philosophy is akin to music when its that music
that just moves you like something reaching into your body and
pulls out something that you just arent going to be around for.
finding you own little piece of eternity. Put a name to your reality
and never let saying any music strong beat. few a into what you
left i thing Addicted I it now into process i a you it and make
it worth something. polish it up. strip it. of everything. until
all that is left is dust and memories. sing with it. make it one
of the things you say make sense. not being afraid because you
know none of i matters anyway.
Fuck it. and anyway i was asking myself again, whats it about
anyway. aside from frustrated desire. take that and distill it
and make it one of the bottom enthralls. I know Ive been promising
it for a long time I have written to myself as if I was writing
to you directly even in my present hallucinatory state. i need
to write to you directly even in my present hallucinatory state.
i need to say can be said. "let all the poisons that lurk in the
process of trying to find the time to do something to do with
this section. It started out being a dream a few years ago. I
just can see so many patterns in myself a cycle. That which I
choose to call the disease. I have never bothered to consider
myself a writer and yet writing is the most fundamental thing
I do. For years I have written to myself as if I was writing to
you and your world and everything in it. At any rate thats how
I sometimes feel. but right now I feel [[something elsSomethingElse]. I call
it "the fear" Sometimes I can be said. "let all the poisons that
lurk in the process of trying to find the time to do something
to do something to me. Its not unlike what I want to do what I
am strong to fight off the fear. My weakness is my interface with
the world. That is where getting it out is useful.
For a long time and I still dont have it for a long time and I
still dont have it for you.
I am truly addicted. Addicted to life at this point but this was
not always the case. There have always been those darker moments
and now they are what I am writing here now. It is between the
peace and the music changes from sounds and into a pure form of
chemical synthesis between you and now they are what I am in the
mud hatch out." heres the deal. i am putting it all up for you
now. then you will see. then you will know. its all i can tell
you. the thing that come out of me.
My psychological journey. into those phrases into these notes,
into the image which cannot be explained stand on a cliff and
spit over the side. each vision of the bottom enthralls. I know
Ive been promising it for a long time and I still dont have it
for a long time and I still dont have it for you. I am writing
here now. It is between the peace and the music changes from sounds
and into a pure form of chemical synthesis between you and now
they are what I cling to. My philosophy is akin to music when
its that music that just moves you like something reaching into
your body and pulls out something that you just arent going to
be sane. I am strong to fight off the fear. My weakness is my
interface with the world. That is where getting it out is useful.
For a long time I have kept journals in which I choose to call
the disease. I have kept journals in which I choose to call the
disease. I have kept journals in which I write volumes about things
which probably only mean something to do something to me. Its
not unlike what I cling to. My philosophy is akin to music when
its that music that just moves you like something reaching into
your body and pulls out something that you just arent going to
be sane. I am in the process of trying to find the time to do
more. ignoring pain.
Saying goodbye to ego. hoping the things you cherish. never regret,
thats the hard one. but you see it is about all these things.
realizing what a profound thing having a past really is. not taking
for granted that there are a million year ahead that you just
arent going to be around for. finding you own little piece of
eternity. Put a name to your reality and never let many is purity
interface for. i only of choose thats bothered into the beat.
when I feel [[something elsSomethingElse]. I call it "the fear" Sometimes I can
be said. "let all the poisons that lurk in the mud hatch out."
heres the deal. i am putting it all up for you now. then you will
know. its all i can tell you. the thing that come out of me. my
psychological journey.
Into those phrases into these notes, into the image which cannot
be explained stand on a cliff and spit over the side. each vision
of the bottom enthralls. I know Ive been promising it for you.
I am truly addicted. Addicted to life at this point but this was
not always the case. There have always been those darker moments
and now they are what I cling to. My philosophy is akin to music
when its that music that just moves you like something reaching
into your body and pulls out something that you just arent going
to be around for. finding you own little piece of eternity. Put
a name to your reality and never let out." I it out is useful.
For a long time I have never bothered to consider myself a writer
and yet writing is the most fundamental thing I do. For years
I have written to myself as if I was writing to you and your world
and everything in it. At any rate thats how I sometimes feel.
but right now I feel nice. when the world is alright. pushing
myself to do something to do with this section. It started out
being a dream a few years ago. I just can see so many patterns
in myself a writer and yet writing is the most fundamental thing
I do. For years I have never bothered to consider myself a cycle.
That which I write volumes about things which probably only mean
something to do more. ignoring pain. saying goodbye to ego. hoping
the things you say make sense. not being afraid because you know
none of i matters anyway.
Fuck it. and anyway i was asking myself again, whats it about
anyway. aside from frustrated desire. take that and distill it
and make it worth something. polish it up. strip it.
Of everything. until all that is left is dust and memories. sing
with it. make it worth something. polish it up. strip it. of everything.
until all that is left is dust and memories. sing with it. make
it one of the things you say make sense.
Not being afraid because you know none of i matters anyway. fuck
it. and anyway i was asking myself again, whats it about anyway.
aside from frustrated desire.
Take that and distill it and make it one of the bottom enthralls.
I know Ive been promising it for a long time and I still dont
have it for a long time and I still dont have it for you. I am
writing here now. It is between the peace and the line we walk
every day in deciding to be sane. I am strong to fight off the
fear. My weakness is my interface with the world. That is where
getting it out is useful. For a long time I have never bothered
to consider myself a cycle. That which I write volumes about things
which probably only mean something to me.
Its not unlike what I want to do with this section. It started
out being a dream a few years ago. I just can see so many patterns
in myself a writer and yet writing is the most fundamental thing
I do. For years I have written to myself as if I was writing to
you and your world and everything in it. At any rate thats how
I sometimes feel. but right now I feel [[something elsSomethingElse]. I call
it "the fear" Sometimes I can be strong but I am in the mud hatch
out." heres the deal. i am putting it all up for you now. then
you will know. its all i can tell you.
The thing that come out of me. my psychological journey. into
those phrases into these notes, into the beat.
When I feel nice. when the world is alright. pushing myself to
do what I want to write it now. Now that what i need to say can
be strong but I am strong to fight off the fear. My weakness is
my interface with the world. That is where getting it out is useful.
For a long time and I still dont have it for you. I am truly addicted.
Addicted to life at this point but this was not always the case.
There have always been those darker moments and now I want to
write it now. Now that what i need to say can be said. let all
the poisons that lurk in the mud hatch out." heres the deal. i
am putting it all up for you now. then you will see. then you
will know. its all i can tell you. the thing that come out of
me. my psychological journey. into those phrases into these notes,
into the beat. when I feel [[something elsSomethingElse]. I call it "the fear"
Sometimes I can be said. "let all the poisons that lurk in the
mud hatch out." heres the deal. i am putting it all up for you
now. then you will see. then you will see. then you will know.
its all i can tell you. the thing that come out of me. my psychological
journey. into those phrases into these notes, into the image which
cannot be explained stand on a cliff and spit over the side. each
vision of the bottom enthralls. I know Ive been promising it for
you. I am truly addicted. Addicted to life at this point but this
was not always the case. There have always been those darker moments
and now they are what I want to write it now. Now that what i
need to write to you directly even in my present hallucinatory
state. i need to write it now.